Monday, January 24, 2005

All covered in blank...

Current mood: blank

Outside of maybe two maybe three hours of fun and frolic; helping shovel the walk out front of the corner bar; making a snow angel out on the shore of Huron Beach; wandering a few streets in and around the home 'hood; this weekends snowfall became a drag quickly. New York is the wrong place to put snow... It's not even 24 hours old and it's already mostly brown with a few patches of yellow, red heck I even saw an azure blue pile on the way to the office today.

Of course, getting to the office has now become an even more unbearable task than last week. The task of climbing the moguls at the end of every block, curse the assholes who didn't take the time yesterday to shovel out the walk in front of their vacant building. More so curse the pee-for-brained thoughtless mo-fuckers who think that a one shovel widthed poorly shoveled path would make an adequate passageway passed their crap ass store. Every winter I try to make a mental note of who does a good or bad job each winter, trying to make a list for where and where not to shop, I really should start carrying a pen...

Covered in blank... Here we are for what looks like a good couple of weeks of this inconvenience. I'm actually hoping that the pissed-offedness stirs up my otherwise completely flat emotional cycle these days, I do have some pretty significant uses for emotions these days. I have some pretty hefty emotional projects I'd like to move forward on a bit more quickly. More days like yesterday, more days like a large chuck of last week, and I'm going to find myself stalled out, blank days can easily lead to more blank days. Maybe if I slip on the ice in front of some lazy pigs shop, the curses I shout out will spring loose some happy love nugget trapped under this big pile of brown, yellow, red and azure crap that's covering my thoughts these days...

On the other hand, maybe I just need a good hug.

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